Some Comparison

1.34 A.M. – Tuesday 3/2/2009 AD
Actually these are some comparison of mind setting of mine during Diploma intake and Degree intake because I want to relate with my academic performance which I see it to decline from time to time. I know most of these are irritating for others because I think I’m very good and I’m sincerely be sorry for that. That was my mistake, thinking myself is better from anyone is really a huge mistake.

1. I came to Pahang because I wanted to learn new things and to discover what is University life can offer for me but now, I come to Shah Alam actually not really in needs to learn but to score A which mostly I’ve failed.

2. I thought in Pahang everyone is better and excellent from me like in Sambest then I strived harder but it is not true in first semester in Pahang which I’ve come in first placed among others in a same batch with me. Coming to Shah Alam, then I thought I can defeat almost everybody but in the end, I’m stuck at the bottom of the list. What a shame.

3. I came to Pahang in a bad shape and condition with my father just passed away and not in really happy mood but my determination is really high because my SPM result is not the best thing that I have but I must to thank to Allah for that. Coming to Shah Alam with high flying grades from Diploma makes me forget and takes things for granted and everything is collapse.

4. In early semester in Pahang, I didn’t make many friends and only socializing with a few students in my class. Time has passes and I’m making friends with a lot of people and have followed their bad attitude. Oh my! What are the things left from Sambest life, I don’t know.


I’m sorry for whomever friends in my university life which look me very irritated with this UiTM life. But just like one of my friend who comes from religious family, he considered him as the most broke family members in his family but in fact, he is the one who is the most pious in my friends list in here. Seriously I’m blaming the environment of the students in here but the most important aspect that I should posses is to coop with the environment and to avoid any bad things but once again, I’ve failed. I just think why I can be good enough to become a good person. Hahaha. Anyway, I’m considering my friends here in my house are the best that I can get from others outside there. Thank you anyway even it is indirectly prevent me from becoming worst person from this level. Thank you very much, sincerely serious.


ENGINEERING: A DESIGNER KNOWS HE HAS ACHIEVED PERFECTION NOT WHEN THERE IS NOTHING TO LEFT TO ADD, BUT WHEN THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO TAKE AWAY -Antoine De Saint Exupéry-