+ve!

+ve! Yeah, think positive. Well, perhaps it just an escapism word that useful for some people. It is true for some cases. I want to escape from bad feeling, negativeness, untrustworthy, morale down, and so many other influenced by negativity. I admit, most of them were actually happened but I have to keep thinking positive. Yes, I wanted to escape. 

Sometimes, I simply can't. The bad feeling still lingering inside me. How come to feel and think positive after prolonged time of wastage? The time of thinking and idealizing are completely wrong. Well, just like my IDP time. Doing something that I thought very crucial at first. With full of concentration and carefulness but in the end it is completely wrong. Well, usually I feel really, really bad if I see the mistakes come from myself. Now, I wanted to blame... well, let's don't mention him. If myself will be blamed, so I have to come out with his name.


Let's ignore it. I just want to share my recently activities. Last Monday, I was stationed at a batching plant. So, the management there thought there was no use for me to be stationed over there. But I have to obey my superior order right? But I do believe, the first two hours were crucial. I have to negotiate directly with the plant manager and handled the situation. Later on, I believe things went well. I thought that i can go back to the site but however I'm afraid if there any other problems occur, so I decided to stay. There so many cows over there. At the site of the plant. Interesting part is, I almost finish reading a book about Earth and Space. Lucky me to have that time.

Now, I'm feeling bit happy. As I can mix with my senior colleagues. InsyaAllah. everything will go on the right path. Challenges? That is the way to learn. Wrong? I'm still learning. But, there is still a long way to go. And I don't believe there is an end for learning. Only death, will stop me. Chaiyo3. Gambatte Kudasai.

"229. IF A BUILDER BUILDS A HOUSE FOR SOMEONE, AND DOES NOT CONSTRUCT IT PROPERLY, AND THE HOUSE WHICH HE BUILT FALLS IN AND KILLS IT OWNER, THEN THE BUILDER SHALL BE PUT TO DEATH" – Hammurabi's Code Of Laws –

Short But Deep Meaning

 Kota Warisan

Kota Warisan + 100 Acres Area

Afraid, not really. Anxious it is.
To start my responsibility, after studies ended.
Carefully, without expecting much, I begin.
Hoping that I can go through all these and gain experiences.
Being put in the most difficult condition.
Rather than relaxed friends in other departments.
I think this is what I am asking for.


Getting my supervisor like a lecturer.
It is great actually, well human is imperfect.
Try to catch up many things, and do many things.
Seems I am all wronged, but I still learning, remember.
Later, the responsibilities will be on my shoulder.

Projects, so many projects actually.
Unfortunately or fortunately? I don't know.
But, taking these heavy engineering tasks, is a challenges for me.
Alhamdulillah, I have to strive harder.
Not mumbling too much. Haha.

So, through the sweats of perspire.
I feel breeze on the top of elevated water tank.
Through the widest filling area at the former mining area.
Again, I feel a breeze much more beach-like.
I couldn't ask more. But I do want more. Hehe.

For me, who you can called 'over-excited' person,
will get double of feeling.
If sad, I will sad more. If happy, I will be happier.
It is lucky to be like this,
So I will appreciate every precious moment that came by.

But these, never come free.
Well, works must be done.
This is the time, My Time.

"229. IF A BUILDER BUILDS A HOUSE FOR SOMEONE, AND DOES NOT CONSTRUCT IT PROPERLY, AND THE HOUSE WHICH HE BUILT FALLS IN AND KILLS IT OWNER, THEN THE BUILDER SHALL BE PUT TO DEATH" – Hammurabi's Code Of Laws –

New Quote February 2011

Somehow, I thought of the code. And I found one. Well, I believe it is good to share something that I believe it might be weird for someone or somebody right? Well, let's share.

"229. IF A BUILDER BUILDS A HOUSE FOR SOMEONE, AND DOES NOT CONSTRUCT IT PROPERLY, AND THE HOUSE WHICH HE BUILT FALLS IN AND KILLS IT OWNER, THEN THE BUILDER SHALL BE PUT TO DEATH" – Hammurabi's Code Of Laws –

Lama Sudah

 Gambar hiasan.

"Apis, pinjam laptop, nak menulis sikit-sikit la" kataku pada Apis sedangkan dia tiada di rumah.
"Ok, pakai la, Dah guna nanti shutdown ye" kata-kata mulut aku lagi menggantikan Apis yang tiada di rumah.

Saudara-saudari sekalian, sebenarnya saya bukanlah menggunakan laptop tanpa kebenaran. Tapi saya sudah meminta kebenaran sejak sebelum beliau keluar rumah lagi. Terasa kepingin sangat mahu menulis tapi semangat itu kian luntur. Walaupun pelbagai idea, rasa, pandangan dan perasaan yang cuba dikongsi namun segalanya tak berjaya dicoretkan diatas sesuatu yang boleh dijadikan rekod. Tinggal saja didalam sudut hati dan minda dan kalau tiada rezeki, benda dan perkara ini akan luput begitu saja,

Sekarang saya berada di fasa peralihan, dari seorang pelajar yang kebudak-budakan menjadi seorang pekerja yang perlu berfikir tapi masih lagi kebudak-budakan. Mungkin mengambil sedikit masa untuk menjadi serius. Betullah lirik lagu 'Waiting For The End' dari Linkin Park, katanya "The hardest part of ending is starting again'. Sudah habis belajar, tapi baru hendak bermula bekerja memang agak sukar juga sebenarnya. Namun itulah yang perlu ditempuhi untuk meneruskan fasa kehidupan manusia.

Dan dipetik pula lirik lagu Justin Bieber dan sama dengan tajuk lagunya 'Never say never'. Ya, saya tak patut putus harapan dan teruskan bersemangat dengan segala fikiran positif. Walaupun sekeliling dan keadaan tidak memberansangkan sekalipun, tugas perlu dilaksanakan dengan amanah dan cabaran itu adalah cara untuk menimba ilmu paling berharga.

Memang betul, apalah yang diharapkan untuk duduk dipejabat berhawa dingin mengharapkan tiada kerja yang diberi. Sungguh aneh sekali pemikiran itu. Namun segalanya adalah cabaran. Diakui, ada juga yang tak dapat direntangi secara fizikal. Kadang-kadang, kita perlu juga berhati-hati dalam segala tindakan. Betul kan?

Mungkin agak bercelaru sedikit entri kali ini. Namun asalkan dapat menulis sebentar juga sudah dapat memberi sedikit kelegaan. Diri juga sudah berjauhan dengan mesen permainan video. Mengharapkan dapat mengalihkan minat ke arah buku dan juga risalah. Maka bertambah ilmu dengan segera dan juga dapat dijadikan bahan rujukan. Ya semua, selamat maju jaya dan moga sukses-sukses selalu dalam apa jua perkara kebajikan yang kalian lakukan.

"Saya mahu siapkan tangki air ini untuk memudahkan para muslimin dan muslimat semua mengambil wudhu'. Amin InsyaAllah"

Gambar hiasan.

"IF OUR COUNTRY WORTH DYING FOR IN TIME OF WAR LET US RESOLVE THAT IT IS TRULY WORTH LIVING FOR IN TIME OF PEACE" – Hamilton Fish –