As an engineer, I have to able to make decision. Also as a subordinate, it is important to take orders and instructions.
Just for now, I have to rely to follow instructions. Any decision from my part, is actually a suggestion.
Decision will coming from the superior. Not me.
When will I am going to make a decision? I don't know? Only time will tell. Only that time I have to bear the burden on my shoulders.
"DAVID BECKHAM IS BRITAIN'S FINEST STRIKER OF A FOOTBALL NOT BECAUSE OF GOD-GIVEN TALENT BUT BECAUSE HE PRACTISES WITH A RELENTLESS APPLICATION THAT THE VAST MAJORITY OF LESS GIFTED WOULDN'T CONTEMPLATE" – Sir Alex Ferguson –